Wierd Weird life!

Why is life so weird?..A month ago I was so distraught that Ill have to go away from home and live all alone in some godforsaken place!..and now here I am, after resigning from that place, so unwilling to let go of it!..why??..I made a conscious decision to quit..I weighed and reweighed the consequences and the possibilities..and I think I made the right decision, but still there s a small box in the corner of my mind, which says I should ve stayed..Anyway all said and done, I had a wonderful time and now its time to focus on the future..There s going to be a ew beginning from tomorrow and I will be all alone..Its going to be a heck of a ride..Im excited:)